So it's been a while since I've made any kind of blog, but anyway.

Things have been crazy these past few months. The people I'm living with atm literally want me out by July 30th, and right now I literally have no money to afford an apartment. Since Covid, all appartments have been super duper expensive. All of the jobs here have also vanished since there's 0 tourism to keep the island up, so yeah everything right now sucks big time. The people I was working with literally had to lay me off because of Covid, and I don't think they'll be hiring me back anytime soon since jobs are super scarce. Have been trying desperately to find a new job but everything requires 5 years experience that i don't have on smt, or a bachelors degree on smt else. I can't cook either, so cooking jobs are off the table. so yeah have been extremely frustrated with everything.

Currently my plan is to just go to the Netherlands, since my mother is there, but right now there's a travel ban put in place so I can't go anywhere. The travel ban lifts up until July 1st, but the thing is, they might extend that. My current problem is that I need to get out by July 30th... and well, I literally don't know where the fuck I'll be going or staying. I'll be trying to talk to the people i'm staying with about this but I mean.. at this point I honestly feel like I'm just fucked lol.

I just hope things start to get better somehow. Like right now everything is a fucking mess but, I mean, I can still hope I guess.